i just went to madam mam's, the local campus thai restaurant, and i ordered some tofu fried rice for added protein punch...yum...but lo and behold! whilst waiting for my food, i saw the female chris castle. this may only apply for people who know chris, but this was weird. same dimentions, same face, smile, everything...it was chris with long hair (little waivier than his own) and flush cheeks. freaking bizzare i wanted to throw up for some reason.

today at the office we've imported a masseuse. and as could be expected, the massage table is next to my desk in the breakroom. thus, all my co-workers are adjacent to me, topless, groaning over their massage and me buried on my headphones divided by a small sheet that used to belong in a infant's crib. i feel like the rich-meister. "getting a massage, allright! massag-a-rama" the masseuse looks like liz levacy a bit, but with tattoos. this is a little bizzarre.

well, i'm gonna work. i'm excited because if my house meeting ends timely i'm going to maybe go see mates of state! they stinking rock and roll. so does rainer maria. it will be a late, cold evening, but emo-rocking.

say something funny why don'tcha?

i went to lava java last night (an old hang out of mine and many others, it used to be the hope social venue), i wrote an article and a half for the ol' wimpkiller. hopefully those go up soon. no guarantees. add that up it probably makes 3 total articles. i have a list sitting next to me here at work of ideas to write on, maybe i'll try to squeeze one out over lunch or something...but i need protein because i'm trying to get buff, thus i'd have to leave and eat.

i'll be back with something awesome. i can feel it coming...the butt growls continue.

the interview went well. i think i'm overly critical on myself, and i wish i could take a few things back...but i can't. oh well...i hope i get it. i'll find out in early april.

i almost died on the ice. i was speeding on a bridge and i thought everyone was going fast but they weren't, i was about to slam in to a truck so i hit the breaks (not what you're supposed to do, but what else could i do?). i then started sliding and had to slide my way to the right lane, when i was about to hit the side of the bridge. so i corrected and was about to hit the truck that was not on my side, so i slid my car the other way. then i straightened out and slid straight across the rest of the bridge. scary but cool.

i stayed at the rices last night. my goal was to leave without a trace, but i think more and more i failed at that. whoops.

i got to go to bed more than i want to blog so goodnight.

it works!!! i had to do some tweaking and some fanagling...but its up and running. the blog stopped updating on the twentieth, so scroll down and enjoy from there (scrolling up after reading downwards). wow. so much to say now. this might actually be funny in reverse, i'm not sure. today i ended up not having to work at all!! hallelujah. but, i've got to get to houston today somehow, and austin's an icecube...so i'm not sure how i'll do that... hopefully i'll figure something out. but i'll be in houston tonight for my JET interview. pray it goes well, i have to be prepared to answer questions ranging from "current US foreign affairs policy" and "what games will you play in class"...that's exciting.

korea launched a missle into the Japan Sea last night, South Korea and Japan are a little upset. and america is ready to storm iraq, and we've got some static in columbia. america is spread out. uh-oh. i wish we'd quit iraq kind of, but saddam doesn't make that easy.

i'm going to make some ambiant music on my computer, have a good day.

oh the church thing, i was pretty upset at church, and just how it runs, etc. i thought that my church wasn't giving me what i needed. i wanted to start my own, and i still do, but i'll get to that later. i was real upset with church in general, and whilst gritting my teeth i realized that the problem isn't with the church - it was my relationship with jesus. i just haven't been with the Lord, and giving him my affections like i should, so all my anger wasn't at church, it really stemmed from me not being tight with the Man. so, this day off is a good day to reconcile that emotion.

take care everybody and pray for me (and call me on the phone 512.762.4394) as i drive to houston on ice tonight. it will be like when i played hockey when i was 10. ok. bye.

work you silly blog, in jesus name!