i have in my possession an application that will take me half way around the world. it's due by december. i'd interview in jan. or feb., then know in march. God willing He will take me to the ends of the earth. to be honest its kinda scary, to think i'll be in another country in a year (sans friends and english) but i want to do it.

in about 15 minutes
i will leave apple computer
and walk back into unemploment
i'll pack up my mr.t action figure
pack up my cd's
and the funny things i've come across
turn in my badge of authority
and start over from where i was 2 weeks ago
but with a little more money
and confidence to spare
in my lord

i find that saying "shut up or i'll shoot you!" isn't nearly as convincing to birds as it is to humans. but birds should be worried, they get shot all the time.

so i've spent the last couple of days downloading a few (8) episodes of Fraggle rock. the first one is really musical. or maybe they all were and i don't really remember. there's a lot of hatin' between fraggles and doozers deep down i think.

i found out today that i lose my job at the end of the week. it was fun while it lasted. i still can get replaced. its good i'm going though. my lower back would growl alot towards then end of the day probably disturbing my neighboring cubites.

once more, the task of entering the corporate world begins. arduous, eh? i keep wanting to talk to you the reader in japanese, but i remeber that you don't know japanese and i remember how much i don't enjoy that sort of stuff. talking to someone in a language that they don't know or much care about.

i've been listening to a lot of piebald recently and its very good. i like to scream alot. its kinda like worship to me. i think i'd like someone to dance with me in the car while we listen to punk rock. on another note, the singer of piebald had to have throat surgery because he blood blistered his vocal chords...that's sweet. i like it because it goes against technique. kinda spits in the face of it. hock-toowey.

well i'm gonna go talk to the trash heap. but in order to get there i have to sneak past a gord without him seeing me.

last night i went to a the ragamuffin film festival @ hope chapel with a friend. the films were with a group called projectseven. 6 directors have to make 7 films a piece in one year on no budget. my kinda movies. by far the best film was what's wrong with this picture?. its hillarious. there were a lot of other good films in it too. some of them are on the project seven website. but it was cool and austiny.

then i went for coffee then saw the pepperidge farm goldfish-mobile. tooked some photos of that. oh yeah!

today i reallized a little bit more about my destiny. i don't know what exactly i'm supposed to do in life, but i know i will spend my life for the Lord. because that's what matters to me. and that is my joy. to be used by my God. its good to know that little bit.

i watched 2 episodes of "band of brothers"...pretty good flick thus far.